Digital romance internal division, wealth is in gold, addiction like sugar

 Well it has been a long month and this is my first blog for a while but I have been busy and I am just now starting to organize my day and sleep in a manageable way.

Work is the same, bosses again changed. I took the option of long/ short term security over what could of been a problem.

Worked while it lasted and did not interfere with taking care of mom and the place. 

It also enabled me to book a trip to NYC the end of the month and catch up on some other debts.

I could of done better but did my best and everything worked out accordingly.

Mom is coughing a lot and next appointment is not until the end of November, her mind is also forgetful and sometimes things get hard, but she’s my best friend and I thank God I am here to take care of her as she always has me.

I started another season of the Podcast.

Saying that didn’t mean much in the past but this project has grown with me and we are in a pivotal time in not only America but the World.

Free speech is being challenged and there are people doing there best to challenge it.

There is also more misinformation and propaganda than ever getting piped through social media sites that are eighty percent bots.

Different ideologies, countries , influencers, it is becoming hard to even decipher the truth for most without common sense and a heart.

Naivety is bliss and I see that but don’t want to be thay.

Part of the mass formation 

Algorithms are hacking our brains as A.I grows. 

Social tests performed by corporate conglomerates and government agents that want nothing more than a digital hellscape where all are divided, easily controlled and next move predictable.. then controllable.

Knowing this I still fall into it.

This podcast I am challenging free speech, giving it my all, and taking it wherever it goes now until the new year.

Season 444 began on 9/11.

A day after Charlie Kirk died, but that subject is for another time.

Please tune in on all platforms tragicamerica podcast season 444 now on episode seven.

I also started taking college courses again when I saw how easy it was and how complicated I was making it.

I kinda do that with everything.

I am continuing Sociology and as of now my goal is a bachelor’s and LCSW.

Why not right? Can never learn to much and love learning about the human mind.

Sometimes I question myself. My motives on certain apps.

How I tell everyone to use the app and don’t let it use you, yet I easily fall into the trap and especially on Instagram.

I fall into the drama and most of the time I get out, lately it has been getting worse and worse whenever I would return.

This time it caught me and I took it too far.

Although I felt justified, I fell into the trap.

Instagram is not real life, actually quite the contrary.

I am myself but I do make mistakes.

Now I admit it. I am sorry and will do better,

Do best to go forward and stay organized, on a timed regimen of  accomplishing every goal, being a vessel and even righting my wrongs as I get better and better daily.

For now, I will stop.

Next blog .. so much to cover.

Love you all that are reading this.